Idiot

I wish I didn’t get my idea so far in advance before my birthday. For weeks I have laid awake in bed with my stomach in knots so absolutely uncomfortable that it makes my toes curl. I need this to be voiced to the correct people because if I keep telling people who don’t matter I’m going to continue getting “good luck”s that are doing nothing for me. Hopefully by tomorrow I can just say it because I’m so tired of my heart in my throat and stomach jumping I’m so absolutely sick of being so stressed and scared and anxious that it is physically effecting me. Nothing can help me. Chinese food. Chinese food. I wish my old iPod music still existed.

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  1. gaiiines said: Its a big move…and YOU ARE ready for it.
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